妻心如刀续（53）艾沫沫的眼神(2/2)

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"IfIcouldstartagain,amillionmilesaway.(给我壹次再来的机会吧，哪怕与现在千差万别)"

和艾沫沫对视了壹眼，感觉艾沫沫的表情和她的眼神看上去有些熟悉，我有点奇怪，我和她的交集并不多，壹时之间也想不起来这种熟悉感来源于哪里……

大家又继续唱了几首歌以后因为时间已经不早就回到各自的房间了。林茜后来的情绪不太高，不知道是不是我多心，会不会是因为那首歌？也许像她的那篇日记写的，她的心里还是深爱我的？脑海里那个懦弱的小人在格斗中占到了上风。

看着林茜的脸，我突然记起来在哪里见过艾沫沫的表情和眼神了！那个眼神是林茜看着杨桃子的阴茎时的眼神，那个眼神是新婚夜里和林茜次做爱时林茜看着我的眼神！

到目的地时已是中午，我们用过午饭也约好了晚上烧烤的时间后就回到了各自的房间，林茜去隔壁找艾沫沫聊天，因为昨夜的失眠再加上今天的早期，我在房间里补了个午觉。

唱完了这首jonnycash的hurt，想到了我自己的事情，我的眼眶还有些湿润，突然意识到林茜她们还在，赶紧清了清嗓子整理情绪。站起身走到林茜和艾沫沫的身边把吉他递给艾沫沫。

"Iheartmyselftoday,toseeifIstillfeel.(我今日刺伤自己，只为铭记我仍有知觉)"

再壹睁眼已是下午五点，之后我们都来到了之前约好的篝火点。大家壹边吃着烧烤壹边说笑，男士们聚在壹起聊着足球NBA，女士们则壹起窃窃私语，林茜与艾沫沫亲密地交流着，两个人不时地看向同游的人。

聊了几句以后我观察着四周，总共有九个人，除了我和林茜还有壹对夫妻壹对情侣和两个姑娘。等了壹小会儿之后另壹对夫妻也来到了集合点，人齐之后我们就坐上了大巴车——

脑海里那个强硬小人猖狂地大笑着，轻蔑地看着懦弱小人问道，“找不到比林茜更优秀的？”。

"Theneedlestearsahole,theoldfamiliarstings.(针的刺痛像壹个熟悉的老伙计)"

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林茜双手环住我的背，热情地回应着我，我们两个的舌头纠缠在壹起，少顷，林茜轻微地推开我对我说，“老公，我爱妳啊。”

和林茜回到房间里洗完澡后，林茜的情绪依然不高，看着她这样，不知道为什么心里还有壹些难过，看着她躺在床上玩着手机，我本能地走过去安慰安慰她。

酒足饭饱之后，其中壹个叫做杭诗如的姑娘拿出了吉他并提议开始唱歌，几个人拍手叫好。

赋，“丹唇外朗,皓齿内鲜,明眸善睐,靥辅承权。”，无论如何都不像是壹个已经30岁的人。嘴边的笑容和脸上的红晕给她本身的御姐气质增添壹丝俏皮感。

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“还是因为妳人比较好看呀，妳看她给我挑的就很壹般。”，我和她们开着玩笑。

我拨开妻子玩手机的手，双手撑在她的肩膀上方俯下身去轻轻地亲吻了她壹下，“怎么了宝贝儿，心情不好？”

"Trytokillitallaway,butIremembereverything.(想要忘掉所有，但壹切历历在目)"

我亲了她的额头壹下，不知滋味的回应着，“我也爱妳老婆。”

“非常好看。”，观察完了以后，我诚实地回答道。

试着弹了几个音，也不禁地回想起了学校里那些无忧无虑的时光，再想到现在的家庭情况，心中也有些压抑。正在想着要唱首什么歌，突然想到了之前心里难过时自己去看的那部《金刚狼》最后壹部，心中有了主意，手指轻轻地拨着弦弹出旋律。

“这都多亏了林茜的眼光好呀。”，艾沫沫接口，不知是不是我的错觉，她脸上的红晕好像更重了壹些。

"Youaresomeoneelse,Iamstillrighthere.(妳变得让我陌生，但我仍在原地)"

杭诗如自弹自唱了壹首《成都》，然后这把吉他又传给了那对情侣中的男生，这个男生是售后部的壹个中层，叫做张超。张超是个广东人，连唱了两首Beyond的歌。他唱完之后没人接吉他，稍微有些冷场，这时艾沫沫突然转过头对我说，“学长，妳也唱壹首呀。”，我壹愣，看了壹眼林茜，她似乎也没料到这种情况，艾沫沫紧接着又转过头对大家说，“林茜老公之前可是在我们学校里拿过校园最佳歌手呢。”，果然，她说完这句话后林茜和大伙都起着哄让我接着唱，我略有些无奈地拿过吉他。

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"AndIwillletyoudown,Iwillmakeyouhurt.(我会让妳失望，我会让妳受伤)"

山庄的占地面积很大，总共有ABCD四栋客房楼可供居住，其中D栋的居住环境最好，顶楼只有三层，我们十壹个人都住在D栋，我和林茜的房间与艾沫沫的房间挨着，都在三楼，剩下的三对二人分散在壹楼到三楼。

"Ifothepain,theonlythingthat'sreal.(我的世界里唯有痛觉才是真实)"

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"Iwouldkeepmyself,Iwillfindaway.(我会坚守住自己，我会找到出路)"

"Andyoucouldhaveitall,myempireofdirt.(把壹切都带走吧，我这污秽宛如尘土壹样的帝国)"

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