第三场 懵懂少年郎 初识情滋味 雨急风高夜 落红不是卿(2/3)

我看了一下大门，已经淹到一层了，透空的铁门挂着锁，我就在风中喊着“古**、古**”一边看着她二楼房间的窗户，久久没有反应。不管了，我估计着台阶的位置，慢慢爬上了带着尖刺的铸铁栅栏，总算没戳到蛋，有惊无险的进到院子里的水泥路上，我趟着水直奔大门，大门关着，透过玻璃能看到有个桌子顶着，但水已经漫到桌子上了，远处还能看到茶几上的电话机也泡在水里，我拧着把手用力推了推，有反应，我什么都不顾了，也不管会不会已经换人了，使劲推开桌子在呜咽的风声中爬上二楼，跑到她的房间，忐忑的轻轻打开门，房间里没人，只有床上被子隆起一大块，好像还在瑟瑟抖动着，我轻轻的喊着她的名字，慢慢的走过去，快到床前，被子从里面打开了，冒出一张泪脸

“嗯”她看了看我，点了根烟，还让了让我，我摆摆手没抽

话一出口，我自己都愣了，她死盯着我不说话，眼眶慢慢红了，不知道为什么看着她这模样，莫名有一种快感，她忽然爆发了

“年龄肯定不是问题，上段感情也不是问题，其实问题在于你应该对我没感觉，只是把我当弟弟看吧”，她显然没想到我会这么直接的质问她，怔了怔，眼睛里先有一些慌张，然后目光柔和暗淡了下来

我抬头定定的看着她……她闻言转过来看着我

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“***，真的是你吗”她看到我嘴巴猛然裂开又撅起来，掀开被子，哭着笑着跑过来，一把抱住我嘤嘤哭了起来。

“诶，学校是个好地方，那时多好啊，哪里这么多烦心事，当时想你这么纯的一个小男生，我不该撩拨你的，那天真是酒多了，所以就不想在联系你了，后来没想到又能碰到，其实我是想了一下才叫你的，一切随缘，既然命运里有你存在那就顺其自然吧，何况你还这么好人”

“*弟，你说这人一生要遇到多少人啊，我那天是因为他们俩在房子里折腾的声音太大，又孤单，才到江心洲散心的，没想到这么巧遇到你”她抽了口烟，继续说道

“恋爱？呵呵，我自己的感情还没了结呢，怎么跟你谈恋爱，况且我比你大这么多”

我有点急了：“我可以追上的，时间短更不是问题，你跟你上司两个月就能上床，只能说明我不是你的目标，你可能自己不承认，但说到底你就是功利”

“你懂什么……”说完头也不回的往校门方向跑去，我站起来想追过去，跑了几步倏然停下“就这样结束吧，就这样结束吧……”请原谅我的情商下限，我实在不知道我怎么会用这样的言语去挖苦她，可能这就是相爱相杀吧，就这样，她与我3个月不到的纠缠结束了……

那晚之后，我努力让自己忘了这件事，一切回归正轨，我一直也没接到她的电话，也没呼她，直到那一场大水打破了我们之间的平静……

“那你上次看到我还叫住我，我都快过去了”

“当时真的只是憋的难受，才把你叫到帝苑聊聊的，谁知道喝多了，不过你真的是个好男孩，其实第二天我就后悔了，呵呵，我想就这样吧，生活还要继续，就当喝断片一个梦吧”

“那你说我们有可能象其他人那样谈恋爱，结婚生子白头偕老吗”

帝苑房间的钥匙”

往常桂林雨季来临时总会经常下个几天十几天，中间也会歇歇让人们放一下风，见见久违的阳光，那一年却下的甚是坚挺，具体时间记不大清，只记得那段时间天天象受潮的被褥，整个人都不好了，透着腐朽的霉味儿，我还是忘不了她，加上天公不作美，天天象压着一块石头，憋的喘不过气来。楼下电视里也对漓江水位的持续上涨保持担忧，上游的青狮潭水库好像已经到达警戒水位好几天了，我无聊的在宿舍里打着“大老二”，一个隔壁班的同学兴冲冲的跑了进来，卷着裤子快到大腿根了“桃花江都满了，七星公园门口水到到裤裆了，临江那边都过不去，听说靠江的那边人家家都淹了……”其他人都适时的表示了惊叹，唯有我心里有点慌，不知道古姐那边怎么样，上次她好像提过公司有可能转战南宁，那两个小夫妻会到南宁那边，她在这边收尾。要是她一个人不会发生什么不测吧，想到这里，我把牌扔给替补，径直下楼，到小卖部打她别墅电话，响了很久没人接，赶紧呼她CALL机，然后焦急的等了一会儿，还是没有回音，这时我心里彻底慌了，吸了口气，车已经不能骑了，只有走去看一看了，两手提着短裤，往临江路奔去……

“你真要听吗”

“别这么说，我也搞不清我自己，可能你是那种适合结婚的人吧，你说的对，那些都是借口，我不可能才相处这么几个月就跟你确定关系，而且我们现在成长发展环境都不同”

一路上雨逐渐小了，浑浊的水在柏油路上卷着窝淌着，短裤已经湿透了，我也不提了，两只手张开保持着平衡，躲避着时不时飘来的杂物，竟然还看到了一个电视柜悠悠然的在我身旁飘过，这趟路不知道趟了多久，天色还是一样昏暗，也不知道是几点了，我终于到了那栋别墅前，整个临江路已经看不到活物了，旁边漓江里的水有别于平时的温和，簇拥着打着转向前奔流……

“好，好，我不放心，电话你也不接，CALL机也不回，赶紧来看看”

“哦，其实再忙你也能找我聊天散散心的”

3.26



冲突之前的那段时光，想来真是美好，她让我这个爱情雏鸟慢慢体会到爱的美妙味道。少男情怀亦是诗 “你想和她上床，她也想和你上床，你们都知道总有一天你们会上床，但不知道你们会在哪一天上床，这就是最好的时光”，真跟现在的“约约附近人，随便打一炮”多了太多心里纠结的甜蜜，快餐吃多了，身体会不好，还是多享受那种混乱酸甜的过程吧……

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